December 26, 2010

Animal

I'm an animal I want to eat you up.
Feels like a carnivore but i just want you.
My hands are bleeding.
I've done too much for you.

I'm still sitting under a table
Waiting for your caress.
I let the water pour
All over my head.
I wish I could feel something
But I already forgot.

I'm a selfish body
Running from you.
Hiding from you, mesmerizing your touch.
Screaming for your love.
I'm just an animal,
I'm just myself.

The snow is covering my naked feet.
I wish the pain would stop.
But I cry and laugh at the same time.
My pen runs out of ink
Now i'm writing with my blood.

I'm still here, lying on the floor.
The electric waves are shocking me every time I breathe.
The fire warms my soul
It unfreezes my heart.
It turns me blind.

I'm still an animal, no matter how much I speak
No matter how much I try, Now matter how long I wait...
I'm still an animal.

December 23, 2010

I can't see

I can't see, I can't see, I can't see
The sky is raining blood

The walkways turn from pure white to dark red.
My vision fades away,
But then...
I see your feet wet,
The dress you met me with was ripped apart with claws that can no longer feel,
The pain we were both in,
sinks in, I can no longer...

The rain stops I can now see your eyes looking at me.
(I cannot say a word, I can not feel your love)
The line that separates us both is invisible yet strong.
I want to disappear,
I want to fly away from you.

I can't feel, I can't feel, I can't feel.
The sun is drying out
People fight, scream, and then fight again
They want to run away, from this hell.

The moon is shinning,
The clouds disappear,
and you are just standing like a dead automobile.
As you look into the sky,
you see,
a shooting star.

The rain stops I can now see your eyes looking at me.
(I cannot say a word, I can not feel your love)
The line that separates us both is invisible yet strong.
I want to disappear,
I want to fly away from you

I want to run away from...
I want to die only for you.

For the way I live

I'm reckless, I can't fly.
I'm a nausea, who can't cry.
I'm empty, there's nothing more than my stop line.
I fail promises, just like I've failed chemistry.
I'm hatred, complaining just to complain.
I'm a river of tears that recycles and falls again.
I see life as a test with obstacles and a waste of space.
When I close my eyes, maybe, it won't be that bad.
You won't cry,
You won't remember,
You will heal
From your wasted time that counterattacks you,
From your life with me,
From the time you've wasted.
And you won't know I'm gone.
You won't know that I'm...