March 11, 2008

She is...

What I need to put a stop sometimes because i could probably die.
What I wish I could hold everynight instead of my cover.s
What I wish I could grab and kiss on a isolated forest.
What I cannot live with.
My beautiful Fiancee.

I want to tell you, that since that night you told me you just woke up and reply to my message,
I wanted to know about you more, I wanted to know what type of person you were.
Noone in my life can compare to you, nothing in this world can.
When we became girlfriends, I thought it was going to be hard because of so many things.
It is hard in it's own way, but I love it.
Everything about us I have fallen inlove with.
The way we met was unexpected, I didn't know my life would have such a jump.
But since it was a good one i went along with it.

When I met you in that airplane, i was scared to touch you,
because you were finally here, I was scared maybe you wouldn't like me.
My room is not the same without you,
I still can imagine how everything looked when you were here.
Your luggage was on one side, your clock on my table, your charm next to my alarm clock,
your beauty supplies on top of my white table, your coat and dirty clothes inside my closet.
Your wallet, your towel, you were here...
And I'm planning to keep this room the same way you left it.
That's what I want...
When you come back, everything will be the same way you left it,
except the weather...
I miss you... I need you...
What to do?
Tracy, I love you.

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