I want to...
Yes... I want to do it to you.
I want to take everything off.
Every layer of lies and fears.
Until there's nothing else, but the truth.
With my fingers i'll surround you in my bed.
Take a sip of your naked neck.
Just to try it... Just to feel it agaisnt my lips.
With my arms i'll embrace you like a newborn.
Messed up in society you are.
Searching for answer that i do not have.
Messing with my head you make me yours.
I'm stupid, I don't know much.
You are my self respect.
You are what i yearn.
But then...
I'm the one naked on the bed.
I'm the one your fingers touch.
I'm the one who gets embraced.
Why do you do this to me?
Why are we playing this game?
Look into my eyes... You are mine.
October 18, 2009
October 15, 2009
And it goes on...
I cannot remember the last time I actually didn't feel stressed.
Oh wait.. That was before college began.
I have noticed that whenever I go to sleep in the beginning of college I got so used to the schedule that I would wake up everyday at 6 am(Even weekends).
I felt so much stress and anxiety I didn't know what to do.
I tried to sleep, failed, tried again and failed. I just stayed in bed for half an hour imagining pointless stuff. Then, I felt anxious again.
Lately, whenever I go to sleep, I press my teeth very hard agaisnt each other.
I don't notice I do that, but whenever I wake up my teeth are completely tight!
Then when I open my mouth.. I feel my head muscles relax.
This happens to me every time I wake up. Now i put a piece of my covers inside my mouth, that way i won't press my teeth.
Could it be stress?
I have so many things to do now. So many things to read for Journalism and Philosophy...
Tests.. Tests... Tests...
I don't feel bad about it, but i cannot lie and say that i'm not tired.
I need to relax, and not think of homework and tests.
But now... The winter is here and is cold. I don't feel like going out at all.
I want to go back to Florida! Today was snowing a little around here.
It's so weird that the snow began and is not even winter yet.
I believe that this winter will have a lot of white anorexic snow storms.
The weather and our planet is changing so fast; I can only watch and smile.
But soon enough i'll watch and cry.
Oh wait.. That was before college began.
I have noticed that whenever I go to sleep in the beginning of college I got so used to the schedule that I would wake up everyday at 6 am(Even weekends).
I felt so much stress and anxiety I didn't know what to do.
I tried to sleep, failed, tried again and failed. I just stayed in bed for half an hour imagining pointless stuff. Then, I felt anxious again.
Lately, whenever I go to sleep, I press my teeth very hard agaisnt each other.
I don't notice I do that, but whenever I wake up my teeth are completely tight!
Then when I open my mouth.. I feel my head muscles relax.
This happens to me every time I wake up. Now i put a piece of my covers inside my mouth, that way i won't press my teeth.
Could it be stress?
I have so many things to do now. So many things to read for Journalism and Philosophy...
Tests.. Tests... Tests...
I don't feel bad about it, but i cannot lie and say that i'm not tired.
I need to relax, and not think of homework and tests.
But now... The winter is here and is cold. I don't feel like going out at all.
I want to go back to Florida! Today was snowing a little around here.
It's so weird that the snow began and is not even winter yet.
I believe that this winter will have a lot of white anorexic snow storms.
The weather and our planet is changing so fast; I can only watch and smile.
But soon enough i'll watch and cry.
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