Moderation in Star-crossing.

Today, I feel like I have been lifted a pound of extra weight off my hands.
She's finally here, and I can finally sob on the phone.
The day was cold and sunny. As soon as I woke up I received a call from her.
"I just arrived Taiwan. I'll be there in an hour." She said.
I took my running gear, and headed out the door.
I ran in the cold weather, feeling the cold cold colddd breeze pushing agaisnt my warm face.
I was breathing cold oxygen, and my bones and were weak.
While running through my city, I kept remembering how I took a picture with her in that corner, and how we held hands all the way to the movie theater, and how we ran from that street to the other one.
Memories are everywhere I go, and I know is hard to forget because they're always inside of my mind.
The sky was clear blue today, and the sun was blinding.
But the weather was still so cold, it was -7C! What a misfortune.
When I finished my running i didn't go online, instead, i took a shower and got my breakfast.
I locked up my room, satt down on my chair and turned on my laptop.
Then as soon as i logged in, she came online.
She was finally back, and I was still here.
I miss her you know?
But I don't want to say it, I don't want to show it, but is so hard...
So I went to my bed, hid inside my blankets, and started crying on her.
My build up feelings were finally free, and she kissed me and I cried.
I'm still an animal, i feel and like to be felt.
I don't know how much I can take, i don't know...
There's must be a limit, a line, but i haven't found it yet or it doesn't exist.
After my talk with her, I packed up my bags and left to New Jersey.
While passing through the Tappan Zee Bridge, I looked to my left and saw NYC, then saw my secret island.
"I want to dedicate that island to her, so whenever i miss her i can go to the Pier and remember our time together." I said while driving. "I want to go there now... But is so cold."
I drove and cried, and cried, and in some moments i was loud.
I needed it, my sobs.
When I got to Mahwah, I was so tired of everything but I had to help my second mom with the cake, and I did.
Ohhh that cake was delicious! It cheered me on!
Then I went to Sandy's for our Sunday dinner which was expectacular.
I ate Mac and Cheese with salad and Meetloaf.
Her food is the best, and that wine was the best too, but it wasn't enough.
I ate until i exploded, then Sandy gave us some Potato chips covered on chocolate! It sounded so weird, but it tasted sooooo good! I told her to give me the whole bag!
After laughing for 2 hours, we came back home and relaxed watching "The blind side."
Then later on I went upstairs and spoke to Tracy again... and again and again!
I won't forget us.
My eyes are closing now.
Good night.