It's been a while since I wrote anything, I know I know!
Tonight i'm writing because I can't sleep. It is currently 3:56AM and I was awakened by stress and confusion. Doesn't that sound nice?
Well what can I talk about? Im beginning to fall asleep... Holy shit...
Anyways... I was just imagining the sun.
My life revolves around the sun. I believe that it's the actual center of our universe, and our hearts.
The sun gives us courage and energy to move on. It gives life to things that can't breathe.
The sun is our source... It's what i'm missing to not fall asleep tonight.
February 25, 2011
February 09, 2011
Static
February 8, 2011 during history class
I live in the shadows,
I'm part of a whole decending equation
Can't touch what I own.
My hands are the fountains
that harm all your thoughts.
I create all the endings
You just wait 'til they come.
I confuse you until you hate me
Until you don't know me anymore.
I live in your dreams,
I'm part of a whole illusion that moves you
I'm a virus that hits you
Destroys you and hurts you
The one that puts you to bed.
The one that puts you to sleep.
Until I decide to wake you up again.
I live in the shadows,
I'm part of a whole decending equation
Can't touch what I own.
My hands are the fountains
that harm all your thoughts.
I create all the endings
You just wait 'til they come.
I confuse you until you hate me
Until you don't know me anymore.
I live in your dreams,
I'm part of a whole illusion that moves you
I'm a virus that hits you
Destroys you and hurts you
The one that puts you to bed.
The one that puts you to sleep.
Until I decide to wake you up again.
So did you make up your mind? Did I waste too much time?
(Currently listening to 3D Friends - Lina Magic)
I'm wiring today morning because I feel the need to do so!!!! I'm tired of being pushed and stepped on. I have already decided that I don't give a shit about anything that doesn't favor me.
I want to live and feel alive! Even though running does that for me... I feel I need something else, excimente, enrichment of the soul, maybe that's what I need.
What I have noticed is that men usually say "I'm going to do.... Because I am going to be..." They don't usually say "I think i'm going to... I'm going to try.... I wish i'll be able to...." Women tend to be the ones speaking that way.
Great things come from words, words helps us understand what we want and gives us the power to do what we want.
Deteriorating words only causes doubts. Sticking to it... That's what I'm going to do.
I will do it.
Another thing... I'mt ired of people telling me what to do. I don't need help, I know what i'm going to do. One thing is for me not to talk about it, and another is to say "I need advice".
I follow a path that many people won't understand. I have values that some may think is crazy but that's who I am. The only way to know is for me to explain it. And the same way i'm explaining something right here... right now... I bet that most of you will have no clue about what i'm talking about.
That's the beauty of words, I can change their meanings for future reference. I can create information with simple sentences that I understand but noone else does.
For example, the title of this blog is a sentence taken from a song, the common reader will think i'm talking about relationships or a break up.
But what that sentence is really saying is : Hey... Have you decided what you are going to do? Aren't you wasting too much time? Wake up and stop dreaming.
I'm actually talking to myself, reminding me to wake up. They aren't related to relationships or break ups althought it might look like it....
Wow... I need to lay off now.
I'm wiring today morning because I feel the need to do so!!!! I'm tired of being pushed and stepped on. I have already decided that I don't give a shit about anything that doesn't favor me.
I want to live and feel alive! Even though running does that for me... I feel I need something else, excimente, enrichment of the soul, maybe that's what I need.
What I have noticed is that men usually say "I'm going to do.... Because I am going to be..." They don't usually say "I think i'm going to... I'm going to try.... I wish i'll be able to...." Women tend to be the ones speaking that way.
Great things come from words, words helps us understand what we want and gives us the power to do what we want.
Deteriorating words only causes doubts. Sticking to it... That's what I'm going to do.
I will do it.
Another thing... I'mt ired of people telling me what to do. I don't need help, I know what i'm going to do. One thing is for me not to talk about it, and another is to say "I need advice".
I follow a path that many people won't understand. I have values that some may think is crazy but that's who I am. The only way to know is for me to explain it. And the same way i'm explaining something right here... right now... I bet that most of you will have no clue about what i'm talking about.
That's the beauty of words, I can change their meanings for future reference. I can create information with simple sentences that I understand but noone else does.
For example, the title of this blog is a sentence taken from a song, the common reader will think i'm talking about relationships or a break up.
But what that sentence is really saying is : Hey... Have you decided what you are going to do? Aren't you wasting too much time? Wake up and stop dreaming.
I'm actually talking to myself, reminding me to wake up. They aren't related to relationships or break ups althought it might look like it....
Wow... I need to lay off now.
February 03, 2011
Metal Icarus
Ice with freezing temperatures. Snow with ice on top. Cars crashing. Coldness.
Hmmm... What a day! So much ice everywhere.... I now the temperature will drop even more.
Maybe tomorrow i'll wake up to ice roads! Ha! I should just take my ice skating shoes and go travel to school like that.
Anyways, my day was pretty exciting! I ate a lot of empanadas today, I actually made them and my dear grandma cooked them. They were so deliciously crunchy and cheesyyy! It was the perfect latin American orgasm erupting on my tounge. That's how good it was!
Besides that, I studied the whole day for my macroeconomics test. I also read Latin American history and let me tell you something dear human beings... Religions are pure evil.
Why the fuck do we have to make other people believe in Christianity or whatever you belive in?
The reason why i'm saying this is because I read how the Spaniards MADE the Incan people and Mayan people believe in a god they didn't even know existed!
They were killed! If they didn't believe in Christianity. So this is religion?
If you don't do what I say then i'll brutally kill you and all your family!?
Thousand of people who later on changed to their original gods were KILLED.
Why the hell would people want to be a part of a religion that segregates people if they don't follow it?
I thank my mother for never baptizing me, or making me a part of any religion.
She always believed that a person should feed a religion to a person who has no REASON to even choose for itself. Babies can't reason, they don't know what is going on. Maybe that's why parents baptize their children when they are babies : If they do it when they are older... They'll probably say "No"?
Whatever... It just made me mad and when I get mad I like to write these things down.
Well... I'm very proud of my work until now! I need to start practicing Trigonometry as soon as possible = tomorrow.
I'm going to bed now...
Happy Chinese New Year to all the people who celebrate it!
Good night to me.
Hmmm... What a day! So much ice everywhere.... I now the temperature will drop even more.
Maybe tomorrow i'll wake up to ice roads! Ha! I should just take my ice skating shoes and go travel to school like that.
Anyways, my day was pretty exciting! I ate a lot of empanadas today, I actually made them and my dear grandma cooked them. They were so deliciously crunchy and cheesyyy! It was the perfect latin American orgasm erupting on my tounge. That's how good it was!
Besides that, I studied the whole day for my macroeconomics test. I also read Latin American history and let me tell you something dear human beings... Religions are pure evil.
Why the fuck do we have to make other people believe in Christianity or whatever you belive in?
The reason why i'm saying this is because I read how the Spaniards MADE the Incan people and Mayan people believe in a god they didn't even know existed!
They were killed! If they didn't believe in Christianity. So this is religion?
If you don't do what I say then i'll brutally kill you and all your family!?
Thousand of people who later on changed to their original gods were KILLED.
Why the hell would people want to be a part of a religion that segregates people if they don't follow it?
I thank my mother for never baptizing me, or making me a part of any religion.
She always believed that a person should feed a religion to a person who has no REASON to even choose for itself. Babies can't reason, they don't know what is going on. Maybe that's why parents baptize their children when they are babies : If they do it when they are older... They'll probably say "No"?
Whatever... It just made me mad and when I get mad I like to write these things down.
Well... I'm very proud of my work until now! I need to start practicing Trigonometry as soon as possible = tomorrow.
I'm going to bed now...
Happy Chinese New Year to all the people who celebrate it!
Good night to me.
February 02, 2011
Maiden
Today I woke up at 8am to go get help for my math take home quiz. I ate and left home at 9:50am. I arrived college at 10:30am because of all the snow and the shitty roads. As soon as I arrive I see cops everywhere telling students to leave. The school was closed. I could have gotten into an accident because of this... Just to go to a closed school.
When I came back home I told my friend that we should have a PS3 partay. He came over and we played video games and spoke about life. Is nice to have good company.
Then I left to the dentist to get a stupid tiny elastic in my braket. What a hazzle.
I spent the rest of the day doing homework and reading health magazines. I enjoy reading health, running, fashion, and music magazines! I hate watching Entertainment magazines such as "US" or "OK!" Or some crap. I don't understand why people spend their time learning information that is probably not even real. I find it to be so disrespectful for the people that these companies are writing about. Who cares if stars eat like us? Dress like us? Crap like us? No wonder this culture is so ignorant, the media is advertising crap to keep us away from what really matters.
Besides me going to Barnes And Nobles for almost two hours, I went to the supermarket to buy my favorite yogurt "Siggi's Icelandic Yogurt". If you want to eat something delicious, full of goodness and protein and no bad sugar then I HIGHLY recommend this yogurt (If you are around the NY area).
I came home to find myself preparing yogurt with nuts, cranberries, and strawberries! Oh my! Today... It tasted so good... I think maybe it is because I haven't eaten Siggi's recently, or maybe my hands tasted really good today! Maybe it is because today I was in a good mood, everything seemed to taste perfectly amazing!
Also, I downloaded all of the CDS that I lost during my middle school years. I feel like crying out of happiness right now. It's amazing how I still remember the lyrics to my old Metal songs... Maybe that's why I feel so cheerful today.
I feel like I lifted 100lbs off my chest today. I feel myself again! Maybe it just takes time for you to adapt to new circumstances, and a little bit of love too :]
Let me just say one thing... "GLORY TO THE BRAVE"! Glory to me for successfuly getting out of this slump I was trapped in! My life is more important than anyone or anything, and I plan to keep it that way too.
Today is the second day of February and i'm falling asleep in my own dreams, i'm listening to "Sonata Arctica" the first Power Metal I've listened to. So many memories revive in my thoughts whenever I hear their songs.
A past unknown, and a maiden to sabotage my ideas.
A maiden who'll sabotage me.
When I came back home I told my friend that we should have a PS3 partay. He came over and we played video games and spoke about life. Is nice to have good company.
Then I left to the dentist to get a stupid tiny elastic in my braket. What a hazzle.
I spent the rest of the day doing homework and reading health magazines. I enjoy reading health, running, fashion, and music magazines! I hate watching Entertainment magazines such as "US" or "OK!" Or some crap. I don't understand why people spend their time learning information that is probably not even real. I find it to be so disrespectful for the people that these companies are writing about. Who cares if stars eat like us? Dress like us? Crap like us? No wonder this culture is so ignorant, the media is advertising crap to keep us away from what really matters.
Besides me going to Barnes And Nobles for almost two hours, I went to the supermarket to buy my favorite yogurt "Siggi's Icelandic Yogurt". If you want to eat something delicious, full of goodness and protein and no bad sugar then I HIGHLY recommend this yogurt (If you are around the NY area).
I came home to find myself preparing yogurt with nuts, cranberries, and strawberries! Oh my! Today... It tasted so good... I think maybe it is because I haven't eaten Siggi's recently, or maybe my hands tasted really good today! Maybe it is because today I was in a good mood, everything seemed to taste perfectly amazing!
Also, I downloaded all of the CDS that I lost during my middle school years. I feel like crying out of happiness right now. It's amazing how I still remember the lyrics to my old Metal songs... Maybe that's why I feel so cheerful today.
I feel like I lifted 100lbs off my chest today. I feel myself again! Maybe it just takes time for you to adapt to new circumstances, and a little bit of love too :]
Let me just say one thing... "GLORY TO THE BRAVE"! Glory to me for successfuly getting out of this slump I was trapped in! My life is more important than anyone or anything, and I plan to keep it that way too.
Today is the second day of February and i'm falling asleep in my own dreams, i'm listening to "Sonata Arctica" the first Power Metal I've listened to. So many memories revive in my thoughts whenever I hear their songs.
A past unknown, and a maiden to sabotage my ideas.
A maiden who'll sabotage me.
February 01, 2011
Forbidden Lover
As the rain falls on my naked strangled body.
I laugh.
At myself for not recognizing the truth.
At the world for creating me
You are the drops that make me feel cold.
Each step I take is to get closer to you
To find you.
What do you do when the rain stops?
You aren't here anymore now I don't feel like standing.
The rays of sun begin to appear, and my whole body begins to itch.
My legs are peeling, everything feels so dry.
Take me away with you
I don't want to be here anymore.
Even if there is not turning back.
I want to climb up that impossible ladder.
"COME BACK!"
Are the words repeating inside my head.
You are a forbidden love
In a forbidden land.
Looking for my forbidden touch.
Opening my eyes I begin to realize
That it was all a dream.
It never excisted, just in my brain.
Everything about my Forbidden lover.
Was a dream within a dream.
Good Night.
I laugh.
At myself for not recognizing the truth.
At the world for creating me
You are the drops that make me feel cold.
Each step I take is to get closer to you
To find you.
What do you do when the rain stops?
You aren't here anymore now I don't feel like standing.
The rays of sun begin to appear, and my whole body begins to itch.
My legs are peeling, everything feels so dry.
Take me away with you
I don't want to be here anymore.
Even if there is not turning back.
I want to climb up that impossible ladder.
"COME BACK!"
Are the words repeating inside my head.
You are a forbidden love
In a forbidden land.
Looking for my forbidden touch.
Opening my eyes I begin to realize
That it was all a dream.
It never excisted, just in my brain.
Everything about my Forbidden lover.
Was a dream within a dream.
Good Night.
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