So did you make up your mind? Did I waste too much time?

(Currently listening to 3D Friends - Lina Magic)


I'm wiring today morning because I feel the need to do so!!!! I'm tired of being pushed and stepped on. I have already decided that I don't give a shit about anything that doesn't favor me.
I want to live and feel alive! Even though running does that for me... I feel I need something else, excimente, enrichment of the soul, maybe that's what I need.
What I have noticed is that men usually say "I'm going to do.... Because I am going to be..." They don't usually say "I think i'm going to... I'm going to try.... I wish i'll be able to...." Women tend to be the ones speaking that way.
Great things come from words, words helps us understand what we want and gives us the power to do what we want.
Deteriorating words only causes doubts. Sticking to it... That's what I'm going to do.
I will do it.
Another thing... I'mt ired of people telling me what to do. I don't need help, I know what i'm going to do. One thing is for me not to talk about it, and another is to say "I need advice".
I follow a path that many people won't understand. I have values that some may think is crazy but that's who I am. The only way to know is for me to explain it. And the same way i'm explaining something right here... right now... I bet that most of you will have no clue about what i'm talking about.
That's the beauty of words, I can change their meanings for future reference. I can create information with simple sentences that I understand but noone else does.
For example, the title of this blog is a sentence taken from a song, the common reader will think i'm talking about relationships or a break up.
But what that sentence is really saying is : Hey... Have you decided what you are going to do? Aren't you wasting too much time? Wake up and stop dreaming.
I'm actually talking to myself, reminding me to wake up. They aren't related to relationships or break ups althought it might look like it....
Wow... I need to lay off now.