January 18, 2012

Dark Window

Patterns are recognizable when you've done them more than twice.
They lead the way to change and the simplification currently occurring in my desperate brain shell.
Hopefully the sky won't turn red before I count to 11.
Many other things will, end, face, begin, return, and repeat once again.
I've done this before, I've felt this before... Repetitions.
Involuntary... Repetitions.
From a deserted past that has once again returned.
My inner thoughts desire your take hate me, to detest me, to destroy me.
Slowly, building up to the repeated event, a dead end.
A dead end.
Why do I do this? I don't know... All I know is that I'm tired of it, but this...
This is the only way I know how to do things:
To destroy them.

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