Blue

Your hands...
Have been hugged, kissed, and wrapped around.
There's a life form in every specie.
There's also a black hole in every thought.
There's a river with blossom molecules
screaming while giving birth.
Dying, suffocating, and absorbing our feelings and hopes.
As my eyes close,
I feel a wall made out of concrete rising over my face.
I want to jump it, destroy it, fuck it, rape its insides with my voice.

I'm going to jump off a bridge with fearless thoughts.
I will drown then revive as  water.
So that every time you need me i'm there to wash away your worries.

I want to jump off a building
explode and hit the ground with force.
I want my particles, my skin, my imperfections to narrate the look in your eyes.
My broken neck and my angelic eyes
are not longer a part of my skull.
While you cry I sing in my own private fantasy.
There are no cars and no people.
I see skies that i can actually touch for once.

my hand covers your breast like a screaming mouth
trying to release its hunger.
My mouth moves around your delicate neck
strangling it with every touch.
your stomach is a chamber of passion
is a forbidden place that i'm not allowed to mess around with.

I won't touch,
Or cry,
Until your world is ready.
I'll imagine.