December 23, 2012

Global Storm

Global warming.
Deforestation, desertification.
Lament and poor coordination
Has taken us to watch
The devastation of this planet.
Liars! All of us, millions of liars!

Globalization is feeding us with golden bowls.
Papers, signatures, constructed plans
All of those resources,
Paying with corporations.
Burning our thoughts with their ideals
Controlling our sense of humanity.

Raping our homes and our brains.
Branding our arms and our heads.
Leaving us filled with uncontrollable debts.
How can we blame them and not blame ourselves?
Supporting and believing ideas,
Not even worth listening to.

I see people as whole planets, we are different from one another and yet so similar. I've forgotten to even send you goodbyes. My flesh feels dry with the touch of products, running against my skin. Coconut oil? Olive Oil? how many oils does it need to stop itching?
I can't decide and can't convert metric systems into gold.
Don't have the power to be close to the moon.
But I can live and strive to go on.
Oh... How long can I go?

Interruption

This song drowns me...
I can't feel many things while i hear this harmony.
There are pictures in my brain, of remorseful memories.
I feel i've been a regret, a past tense in someone's heart.
A hurtful shadow, a hurtful energy.
Why is it that I remember and wish I could stay?
The thoughts in my brain,
Cannot let go of anything and all.
Help me understand what can't be helped.
There's a home with closed doors and no key anywhere near.
I'm getting used to the people,
The smells,
The coldness,
The water,
Their smiles,
Their talks,
Their murmurs and worries.
It'll be crashed, all of it, in my brain
There's no return, once again, going over it.
It's scary, so many thoughts and no solution than to let go.
Once again,
And again....
I'm human, not a soulless whisper passing through your brain.
I despise it all,
But it can't be helped,
Once again,
I've got to face it all again.