Closure

My window is wide open, just like my mind, rupturing the sky and creating forbidden lines.
My lips are dry, maybe lack of water, or my breathing is too dense.
I hear voices, the darkness in this room being lighted by both a computer screen, and the lights from the street.
I can't sleep. Wish I could speak but disturbing is not an option in this hallway.
Orange peel on my hand. What an interesting combination....
I see the sunlight, kind of, I think that's what it is or maybe it's just a light looking for me.
I want to close my eyes...
Eyes are closed? Yes.
Very good.
I see:
You, standing next to a bus.
Crossed arms, looking at me with a half smile.
What's wrong? Why are you turning your eyes towards the emptiness surrounding you?
I am currently right here..
I'm waving my hands, cant you see me?
Well, I can... You're beautiful... Everything about you is mystical, kind of strange and feels like you're inside a hurricane.
I've opened my eyes, the sunlight is getting stronger...
Closed them up again...
I see:
A beach, the sunset taking in the beauty of the land.
Why are you wearing a white dress? Are you going somewhere?
You hold my hand and smile at me.
I answer by smiling as well, we walk around te beach, sand wetness touching our dry feet.
Now there's a wave... Forming... It's huge,
Run! Run I say!
I see you pushing me with you, but I can't leave
I'm drowning.
I opened my eyes once again.... The light is not getting brighter... I close my eyes again.
I see:
You're back at that bus terminal... But you're looking at me now.
Now you move ctowards my direction with seriousness in your sight.
I don't know what to do... I dropped my bags and held you thight.
Your body, the same as alwaysm but better.
I kiss your cheeks,
Then I fall asleep.