The dreams that hide inside everyone's hearts are so powerful it can take a whole country by storm.
If only people knew how to show those dreams, I believe everyone would become a God.
The society we live in is mostly dedicated to those who have or create money.
Only those can be the known ones. They have the ability to transfer selfish dreams to others.
My mind is troubled. I keep thinking of solutions to my dreadful life, but the ones i come up with are useless and too vague to come true.
Maybe the best method to get things to work is to do something about it.
"Stand up from this floor, and navigate to the real world. Fight to get what you want." is what I keep telling myself, but something holds me back, the tears of the woman I love, the loneliness i perceive are holding me back. Just the mere thought of me not being near her makes me weak.
If only she was near me, I think I would be stronger.
Now this is the real deal, I must grow up as a person, the only way I can know for sure how strong I am, is to never get defeated by what "i'm supposed" to do.
I'm sitting next to my beautiful notebook Asus known as "Baby Lemon". He really knows how to make a person happy. I keep thinking of what will happen tomorrow, what will happen next year. Lately, I keep thinking of the past, my past relationships, what I did wrong, what I regret.
Of course, I regret many things, but now I feel so good, I feel is good what I did because it let me to my relationship with my wife. No matter how moody or impatient she gets, I still love her, and I will be there to kiss her good night every night until those feelings go away.
Work makes people impatient, because they know tomorrow they will be back into the same place they become impatient.
This is it for today, I can't wait for tomorrow. Life gets better and better when she's around.
1 comment:
you articulate yourself really well! you have a talent with words. i, too, find myself thinking about the past and things i should have done, but in the end, we all have to let go of the past and live for today and tomorrow. don't worry if you don't necessarily have a plan for your life. you're still young! it takes a while to figure out what to do with ourselves and our lives. don't forget that you are loved by many people and we all support you! :D
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