3ds are amazing?

I feel like i'm hurting someone really bad, maybe I am a bad person after all. Sometimes I need to stop about other people and focus on myself a little more.

Throughout my lifetime, things seem to become more unclear. I need to really learn to wipe my car window from the rain. Oh yeahhh.

I think i'm coming down with a cold. I gotta eat some ginger! My throat kind of hurts from all the running yesterday. I shouldn't have ran in those conditions (hangover,weak, and hungry).

I feel like i've always had a lonely soul, but lately my days are brighter, even during rainy days I can smile.

I feel like the past is gone, and tomorrow is a new day. I want to stop living in the future and live for today. It feels better when you don't think what's gonna happen tomorrow even thought sometimes is necessary.

I need to eat ginger... But i'm too lazy to go to look for it. Am I becoming a lazy person all of the sudden? Sometimes I feel like my runs have become harder to do. My body feels heavier. My thought feel blurrier, my dreams have become more realistic.

I need to go to a psychologist and stop looking for medics that know nothing about me. Even my family forgets about who I am sometimes.

Yesterday, I couldn't sleep, I felt lonely when I was closing my eyes. I felt alone and I was alone.

Writing out my own Revolution

So what if walls can't talk back to you?

You can punch them until you hear a reply.

So what if you aren't a good looking person?

That's what makeup is for.

So what if you cry in front of all your friends?

They'll make fun of you forever, but they are being jealous for not having balls.

So what if you aren't a texter?

Cellphones were made for talking in the first place.

So what if you don't wear matching socks?

Many socks don't even match anyways.

So what if you like to masturbate?

Even gods masturbated.

What if I told you that you are living a lie.

What if I told you that you could get a B.S in prostitution?

What if I said that the only way to live life is to run 25 miles?

What if I said that the world will annihilate us in 11 hours?

I want to see a gay president.

I want women to be equally powerful as men.

I want all the zoos and pet stores to be closed down.

I want my own revolution so that I can get shot by the government in less than 26 hours.

Floods

Hold my hand and take me to a place where I can fly
Im thinking of it right now.
See me falling over a steep hill full of traps
I'll take it by your side.
Seduction that breaks through my rocky skin
That deteriorates my needs and exemplifies my laughs...
Am i the one who is running away from it all?
Am I the one creating each and every story up?

The clock is not stopping
The hours aren't going backwards

I'm a fish a little bitch
Who ventures out and back inside
the one who makes you sleep with nicotine
the one who drains your power with evergreen substances
The sky is spinning sideways

I'm gone... I'm done.... I'm drowning

Without you i'm nothing
With you i'm nothing
With myself i'm something

Bleeding with cuts that shine through it all.
I'm the prince that heals your intuition
The water that washes away your sins
The sun that makes you dry.

The past and the kiss that's making you come faster.
Your contractions are harder and stronger
Getting closer to the end
You palpitations increase
While your pulse deteriorates
Now you fall
Into a flood.

My spring vacations begin today and all I have to say is that I haven't felt so relieved in a while. I feel like time has stopped and that everything I dream to do will be easier to accomplish.
Right now I just finished playing Persona, what a fucking great video game. My window is full of rain, and I hear water drops everywhere.
The weather news said that it was going to rain until tomorrow morning. I hope I can see the sunlight sometime soon, I kind of miss it...
There are somany things I wish I could say right now, but I'm going to keep them to myself.
There's something growing in me, and i'm not talking about the love for crepes, is something more irrational... Something that's making me feel like a better person. These past few weeks I have been socializing a lot, I haven't felt lonely for a while, except from when I think about that.
Even though I have lost something precious in my life, sadly, I have replaced it with something even better : real people.
Sometimes you need to lose something to gain something even better, it's a sad trend that I have noticed throughout my life.
Friendships are connections that are hard to keep, and most of those connections seem to disappear out my life in seconds, seconds that seem like years and years that feel like light years.
I wonder what I do wrong sometimes... Maybe it's not me and is the circumstances that don't benefit me.
Let me tell you something about myself: I never needed people, I enjoy solitude, and I find humanity too complicated and self-centered for me to even give a shit.
Fuck... Where is my watch?
It takes two to tango, and it takes one to stop.