Throughout my lifetime, things seem to become more unclear. I need to really learn to wipe my car window from the rain. Oh yeahhh.
I think i'm coming down with a cold. I gotta eat some ginger! My throat kind of hurts from all the running yesterday. I shouldn't have ran in those conditions (hangover,weak, and hungry).
I feel like i've always had a lonely soul, but lately my days are brighter, even during rainy days I can smile.
I feel like the past is gone, and tomorrow is a new day. I want to stop living in the future and live for today. It feels better when you don't think what's gonna happen tomorrow even thought sometimes is necessary.
I need to eat ginger... But i'm too lazy to go to look for it. Am I becoming a lazy person all of the sudden? Sometimes I feel like my runs have become harder to do. My body feels heavier. My thought feel blurrier, my dreams have become more realistic.
I need to go to a psychologist and stop looking for medics that know nothing about me. Even my family forgets about who I am sometimes.
Yesterday, I couldn't sleep, I felt lonely when I was closing my eyes. I felt alone and I was alone.
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