My spring vacations begin today and all I have to say is that I haven't felt so relieved in a while. I feel like time has stopped and that everything I dream to do will be easier to accomplish.
Right now I just finished playing Persona, what a fucking great video game. My window is full of rain, and I hear water drops everywhere.
The weather news said that it was going to rain until tomorrow morning. I hope I can see the sunlight sometime soon, I kind of miss it...
There are somany things I wish I could say right now, but I'm going to keep them to myself.
There's something growing in me, and i'm not talking about the love for crepes, is something more irrational... Something that's making me feel like a better person. These past few weeks I have been socializing a lot, I haven't felt lonely for a while, except from when I think about that.
Even though I have lost something precious in my life, sadly, I have replaced it with something even better : real people.
Sometimes you need to lose something to gain something even better, it's a sad trend that I have noticed throughout my life.
Friendships are connections that are hard to keep, and most of those connections seem to disappear out my life in seconds, seconds that seem like years and years that feel like light years.
I wonder what I do wrong sometimes... Maybe it's not me and is the circumstances that don't benefit me.
Let me tell you something about myself: I never needed people, I enjoy solitude, and I find humanity too complicated and self-centered for me to even give a shit.
Fuck... Where is my watch?
It takes two to tango, and it takes one to stop.