I'm awake, literally I've awaken.
There's nothing I can't think of because i'm not currently sleeping.
My days go by so fast I can't even count them.
I'm beginning to get tired of laughing, because I've laughed too much.
The way everything feels is different.
When I go out is my time alone, but it's not at the same time because...
You are always there.
Somehow, you are there, and i have stopped running a while ago.
I'm falling asleep, but my brain is awake, my body is tired, but my brain is awake.
I wish I could scream at the moment, but nothing comes out.
I don't want to think so much, I know the direction that these waters flow...
But I can't control them... I can't stop them...
I keep making these canals bigger and bigger
Am I being controlled? or am I controlling me?
When I look into this room... I don't recognize or feel connected to it.
I feel as if i weren't sitting on this chair at the moment...
I wonder if i'm living somebody else's life.
I'm currently going through a mental state that's not colorful nor reliable...
So why do you trust me the way you do?
Or is everything an act?
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